1. |
602
03:18
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close your eyes
you don't want to see me in your life
still outside
wishin you could lose control on the ice
and i know
i'd be there too
i care for you and i know
you don't
so wherever you go
on the road
that place is gonna be a shithole too
see it's strange
how you make me say it
never really makes you feel better
but i bet
if you talked to me or talked to your friends at all
well, i guess you can't unburn my sweater
so naive
so childish
so anxious
so cautious
wish that i could learn to let things go
wish that i could melt into the snow
wishing you'd come home and find me dead
wishing you'd get out my fucking head
i'd be there too
i care for you and i know
you don't
so wherever you go
on the road
that place is gonna be a shithole too
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2. |
praying mantis
03:33
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annabelle
won't you look at us now
so assured
thought we figured it out
a monument
i guess a moment in time
scribbled down
we're gonna be just
fine
2017
you were close to me
should just forget it but it's burned into my memory
2013 i was writing songs about you
in my notes app
and i was full of crap
mawkish
lost it
annabelle
won't you look at us now
so assured
thought we figured it out
a monument
i guess a moment in time
scribbled down
we're gonna be just
fine
i can't feel my heart inside
i can't find my place in time
tell me where you need me and i'll be there
either way
i think i need a break
i think i need to take my time
if it's still alright, and
i'll say anything to you
to keep us still in tune
all i ever wanted to do
was make it worth it to you
this was supposed to be a new start
this was supposed to be a new start
this was supposed to be a new start
won't annabelle take me home?
(so cliche)
supposed to be a new start
this was supposed to be a new start
this was supposed to be a new start
won't annabelle take me home?
2019
you were running away from me
2020 put a bullet in my jealousy
it was somethin like
2007 when it last felt that way to me
i had to wait and see
now i'm sitting here
and you're sittin there
kinda stupid when you put it like that but
distance has only made the faces fade away
i feel like crap cause
this was supposed to be a new start
this was supposed to be a new start
this was supposed to be a new start
won't annabelle take me home?
this was supposed to be a new start
this was supposed to be a new start
this was supposed to be a new start
won't annabelle take me home?
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3. |
a million times
02:51
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a hushed laugh escapes your lips
i never thought you'd let that slip, you almost
clasped your hands around your mouth
you almost hate that you let it out
so stubborn and silent
i shut up i look forward i feel so childish
eyes stuck to the road, don't you know
that it hurts me too
i just hate the situation you
put me in when you left my bed
and left all my texts and my calls on read
and you drove away to your favorite spot
your hands so cold and your eyes bloodshot and you
crashed my car out so far
no one else could save you at all kid
it was a million times i tried to tell you
million times i never did
pedal to the floor i scream out
i guess i got what i wanted
and now the roof i am on it
i can't breathe, i feel cold inside
dangle legs off the side just to feel fine
oh no
no one knows me
i'm so lonely
if i died right here
who would notice me gone
dying
i think i'm dying
the light's gone out and
i don't know where i am
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4. |
mic check
02:15
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mic check
1 2
who cares
i know
you do
i'm aware
so what?
i guess i'll get myself drunk again tonight
i'm nervous
orbiting the people here; a satellite
i'm only funny when i'm anxious
friendly when i'm fucked up
wish that i could break this
tired of the same stuff
don't know where i'm sleeping
don't know what i'm eating
such a fucking weakling
don't you wanna leave me
testing
1 2 3
is this on
could you
hear me
all along
ok i guess that i'll just shut it up
i'll call it quits
i know it wasn't something new
i'll work on it
whisky and coke on every afternoon
wish i were home
wish i were home with you
and now i'm on the floor
still spinning with my headphones on, i'm sure
i say i'll be alright
a white lie cause i'm sure i'll be up all night
i'm faded
you're fading
you're jaded
i'm waiting
i'm quiet
you're staring
you're stressed out
i'm draining
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5. |
real life
02:22
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i'm so uncomfortable
i hide out under the stairs
i put my headphones on
no one will find me out there
take myself back to place
a place that no one else knows
milwaukee streets in the dark
sittin on a roof while it snows
lately nothin feels right
i'm tryin hard to keep sane
i put on music at night
just to bring some peace to my brain
and when i wake up again
i can't just open my eyes
what if the sun's gone down?
what if i'm wasting my life?
fine
one more day i guess that i'll try
i'm
stuck here waiting for real life
time
is running out who cares i've got a lot
crying
in the dark i'll say that i'm fine
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6. |
liquids
02:14
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slurpin down caffeine
hands shakin like a matchbox
drivin around, droppin off cds
almost crash the car
i got out and i laid on the ground
cause i'm stressed out, i'm tired, i'm fucked up, i'm lonely
i'm selfish, i'm anxious, you're trying to call me
i freak out, i stand up, and i start to fall
please just
please let me breathe
i don't want this at allllll
i scream out
the lyrics to
some old songs
they make me think of you
slurpin down whiskey
listenin to mac miller holdin my breath
holdin my chest
try to check my phone
but there's nothin to get
well at least not yet
i'd erase myself
if i could, but i don't know how
and it makes my hell
in too deep and i can't get out
why'd you go that way?
i have another drink, never let you know
something i could never say
if i spill my guts could i ever grow
fine
i guess i'll stay inside
play a game, drink a forty
get wasted, i'll leave you on read
till i die
i scream out
the lyrics to
some old songs
they make me think of you
drinkin some water
just to get my pills down, feelin alive
sheep to the slaughter
feelin like if i were them, i would lay down and die
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7. |
melted
03:03
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200 years spent alone up there
did it hurt when you fell from grace?
and i know you know it's all the same just wait
it's just a little waterslide
pick yourself back up for another time
you look different since i saw you last
how ya been? how was school? got a job quite yet
i'll fill the silence with single knowing glare
you're not the person i expected to be there
remember classes spent staring at your phone
remember crying when you thought you were alone
remember someone came to class and brought a gun
don't you
don't you remember having fun
i don't want to know you
i don't want to know you again
i don't want to know you
to think that you would've been my friend
and you never ever listened
i kept that shit in my head
now i'm standing in the kitchen
rather talk to myself instead
i know that
it's my fault
it's my fault
i know that
it's my fault
it's my fault
go figure
i'm treated like a teenage outcast
won't grow up
(at least i know this dumb shit's gonna last)
it's like i just left high school
goin back to square zero with a fucked up head
piece of paper sayin im cool
wish i had some fuckin money and some friends instead
i know you are
so far away from this
you never coulda seen it your own two
now i'm back and now i'm puttin all my faith in you
i know you are
so done with me, i know
let me make it up to you
let me fuck right off and leave some space for you
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