1. |
scuba
02:57
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i dont even wanna sing right now
i dont have any words to come out
i just wanna sit in silence
closin both my eyelids
wishin that i wasn't here now
"oh he's so whiny"
oh, i know, i wanna change too
there's something wrong with me
i know will never get fixed
they hid the glue and tape
i don't know what they did with it
pour my soul out
right down the fucking drain
don't know where to go now
i dont even wanna drive right now
rather crash my car and walk out
id be savin all my mileage
walkin real stylish
lettin all the rain just come down
maybe i'd be comfortable
but im stranded looking for you
try to push it from my head but it wont go
not to try to raise the dead but but it's all i want
hate to say it but i still keep your photos
have a vigil find another damn place to haunt
put me under
make me like you
i'm a ghost
you can see right through
there's something wrong with me
i know will never get fixed
still see you in my dreams
i think im gonna be sick
there's something wrong with me
i know will never get fixed
they hid the glue and tape
i don't know what they did with it
let me bleed out
i wanna be the ground
so alone now
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2. |
2d
02:48
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im fucked up on the weekend
sad so i blame it on the seasons
i don't wanna get better, so maybe i won't
i don't even really have a reason
i dont even wanna be ok
im sorry if i feel that way
is it ok?
i know
is it ok?
let's go, yeah
im sorry you don't feel alright
did i make it bad that night?
is it ok?
i know
is it ok?
let's go, then
i got too drunk
and you hate me now
now it's all gone
washed it down and drowned
think im gonna make you hate me
maybe that'd make it easy
i just wanna make you hate me
im gon solve it all, fuck it all up lately
always gonna make mistakes
always fuck it up that way
im happy that you're here with me
i'll never let you see my pain
is it okay? i know
make it okay? i won't
is it okay? i know
is it okay? let's go
i got too drunk and you hate me now
now it's all gone
watch my teeth fall out
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face off
in a living room
i'm a sick guy
and i'll breathe on you
and i'm still
pacing myself
in the backyard
of a friend's house
whatever, let's go
i still remember your thoughts, though
remember your thoughts though
i wonder where your thoughts go
i still remember your thoughts though
remember your thoughts though
in a lake house
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4. |
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telling the version of you in my head
that we're never gonna speak again
im sayin it over and over again
just to make it hurt
it's been a long time since i saw you in my dreams
that space is empty now
im filling it over and over again
trying to make it work
and we
we were both broken
we
we were both broken
well
i'm trying to soak in the feeling
make it hurt so good
i always knew you would leave me
i always knew you would
now im back to old habits
im gonna shut my phone
just feels right
to be alone
i'm pretty cold inside my room these days
i learned how to treat it like it's fine and that's alright
ill spare you the story cause it's obvious you don't want to know so
so i'm sorry that i managed to call tonight
we
we were both broken
we
we were both broken
well we were both pretty similar
so how did i get through?
i wanna sink in this memory
to find a glimpse of you
it was your last ever message
maybe a call for help
it was the brightest bluest sky
and you had seen it yourself
(you had seen it yourself)
(you had seen it yourself)
but there was no fanfare when we split
you upped and you left and said that that was the end of it
and i can't get it through my skull
you're gone, you're gone, that's all i should know
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5. |
earworm
03:27
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i cough up a lung
i turn to you and say whats up
you don't know
your eyes are red, i call your bluff
you never really had a penchant for
collecting on the things you sent out for
now im layin on the bathroom floor
well that's okay, that's alright
that's okay, that's alright
im sick as a dog
i tell you put me down
you're always pickin me up
got my feet off the floor
i'll blink twice when i've had enough
i dont really wanna call you back
just let me know when the goin gets bad
maybe you could ask for help with that
that's okay, that's alright
that's okay, that's alright
can't seem to put the phone down
ive been waiting for your call
and that's whose fault?
and i can't get out of bed because
i might just do it wrong
and that's whose fault?
it all sounds bad
i dont think that i was built for this
bout to crumple underneath a few dark eyes
got me feelin kinda useless
gonna sneak out the back
lemme take five
it sounds like shit,
i'll walk it back
eyes off me
please stand back
i did it wrong
i turn to you to fix it up
but you don't know
you turn your back and start to run
never really had an issue with
all the people that you hang out with
im only jealous of the things i miss
and now you're gone
i missed my chance, my only one
i'll burn in hell
and let the fires keep me warm
you're the only one here i know
i just really wanna go back home
and the motherfucking car's so slow
so i go say hi, hell if i know
that's okay, that's alright
that's okay, that's alright
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6. |
baby steps
02:33
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its gettin cold outside
and youve been losing your mind
but that's ok
your feathers get ruffled like any others might
i just wanna sit down
take a load off, cozy up
didn't wanna sharpen the knife
i've been taking baby steps
i've gone forward
but i just wanna stay here tonight
i don't sleep well at all
in my bed
rather be sweating in yours instead
i don't think that comfort is a crime
i only need somewhere to sleep at night
i think i feel just fine
i think im losing my mind
i feel so strange
i've been searching so long
i don't know what i can find
i just wanna sit down
feeling sick to my stomach
and i hope that you don't mind
i've been taking baby steps
i've gone forward
but i'm not feeling stable tonight
i'm fine
don't you worry your little head
it takes time
sometimes i'd rather be numb instead
feel nothing at all, i'd like to
i dont think i really wanna argue
i just wanna stand tall to the right tune
get drunk even though i don't have to
i'm just drinking whiskey like an addict
ive been getting sloshed in the attic
know you're having drinks with your best friends
ive been all alone in my bed, and
i feel fucking insane
im a lunatic
gonna fuck up my brain, i'm sick of using it
grey matter to mush, and then they'll like me
im so fuckin alone im gonna try it
i've been bleeding i've been screaming for a couple weeks
wont somebody help me im on my knees
i gotta get outta here somehow
dear god just please set me free
i think i might just die
i think i'm wasting my time
i'm still unchanged
tryna fix all my problems and ive made no progress tonight
i just wanna sit down
i dont wanna cause trouble
wanna drink just to quiet my mind
i've been taking baby steps i've gone forward
but i think im going backwards tonight
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7. |
cold feet
03:34
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cram it all into a framework
im not havin fun unless my brain hurts
i dont even know if i like this
or if i just think the alternative's way worse
guess what?
you're right
i dont think i'll ever go outside
one more
damn time
that's enough sun for my whole life
and i know you had big things for me planned
but i got cold feet
i let it slip through my hands
so if by chance
my eyes should see you again
i'll admit defeat
and probably run off again
i dont think that i should drink tonight
think i wanna stay sober this time
it's been a minute since i've really been
honest with you
forgive me i
i've been puttin off everything
i've been feeling kinda guilty i've been
soakin it up
fuckin it up
i don't deserve this
ive had enough
and i know you had big things for me planned
but i got cold feet
i let it slip through my hands
so if by chance
my eyes should see you again
i'll admit defeat
and probably run off again
thought we had a good thing
but it wasn't that great
now i freak the fuck out
got too much on my plate
i don't even really know if it's worth it
god im trying i just wanna be perfect
now im talking over everything
and im so loud
i don't even wanna sing
even if i'm allowed
someone better shut me up grab some duct tape
better stitch me back together fore we all break
i'm going down with the ship
i'm gonna ruin it
screw it for everyone else
better get used to it
and i'll let everyone down
the time i'm through with it
i'm fuckin everyone else
i'm fuckin useless
and i know you had big things for me planned
but i got cold feet
i let it slip through my hands
so if by chance
my eyes should see you again
i'll admit defeat
and probably run off again
(i don't even wanna sing right now)
(i don't have any words to come out)
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