you're just so fuckin worthless and you think you deserve her tell you what, buddy, everything they said was true so try all you can try to drown it all out with songs you know you don't relate to but that will never st-- you really think that'll stop me?

[beatboxing] man, fuck this shit anyways

i've gone on this journey with him i've lived with this for years all of it is finally coming to an end after all this time i can now... rest i wonder if it's worth it to sit and let my body numb my stinging eyes have now subdued, leaving only brittle nothing in its wake oh, let me have my rest i cannot take this anyore i've dug myself a grave of piles of papers resting on my desk for which i have no effort to give anymore (to give anymore)

despite all this, it really doesn't matter anyways does it

reese's puffs, reese's puffs eat em up, eat em up, eat em up, eat em up reese's puffs, reese's puffs eat em up, eat em up, eat em up, eat em up (wooow) i got reese's puffs in a bowl (wooow) now my day's on cruise control (wooow) i got reese's puffs in a bowl (wooow) and just like that i'm on a roll reese's puffs, reese's puffs peanut butter chocolate flavor reese's puffs, reese's puffs in the AM, it's the flavor i savor peanut butter, and chocolate too you know how i do, that's what i wake up to my reese's puffs inspired this rhyme the peanut butter chocolate combination on time reese's puffs, reese's puffs reese's puffs, reese's puffs reese's puffs, reese's puffs reese's puffs, reese's puffs (wooow) i got reese's puffs in a bowl (wooow) now my day's on cruise control (wooow) i got reese's puffs in a bowl (wooow) and just like that i'm on a roll reese's puffs, reese's puffs peanut butter chocolate flavor reese's puffs, reese's puffs in the AM, it's the flavor i savor if you're not drunk ladies and gentlemen uh-huh get ready to get fucked up let's do it, haha ah lmfao you know lil john yeah

i don't even fucking care anymore everything i've ever loved is gone i am my own worst enemy everything is going to die, you hear me this is what you do to me (it's happening again) (it always comes back) these... corpses? yeah. yes they are. i'll make it right i'm going to make everything right. you watch. MADNESS MAY THE RATS EAT YOUR EYES

i'm lacking sleep that's why i'm dodging all your questions i'm just trying to escape this shit and fight my adolescence frankly i don't give a shit about the things that you would like for me to do just let me breathe and stare i'm letting visions overtake my view i'd rather live in half-reality than dream at all or at least that's what i've gathered from the way i build myself up just to fall if i'm a shut-in well at least i know i've had my fun and snagged some photos of the damage while i was on the run i'm having trouble finding reasons just to carry on it's taken years to realize i'll never be the paragon fuck that, i'm bringing all this shit down with me every single motive self-fulfilling and you won't forgive me i'm afraid that this is coming to an end, bitch all this shit to say and yet you won't hit send, bitch sick of chasing glimpses when there's so much more ahead of me i'm tired enough already from the meager bouts of sleep i'm getting (i'm afraid that this is coming to an end, bitch all this shit to say and yet you won't hit send, bitch sick of chasing glimpses when there's so much more ahead of me i'm tired enough already from the meager bouts of sleep i'm getting) yuh, yuh, yuh, ok i'mma go in, who do you think you are thinking you can get away with anything think you can fuck with me for a whole year then run away all coy with your wedding ring? fuck you and your douchebag too, like "oh my god we're so in love" i'm sitting here with popcorn waiting for the shit to break when push comes to shove i wish i could say that you mean nothing to me just break your heart and watch you fumble with your words trying to fix what i tore apart well that would be a lie, the truth is what you mean to me is you were the one that wrecked my life and ripped my heart to claim it for your own am i making sense yet? do i need to slow down fuck that rewind if you need to this is the beat that i knew i would bleed to short, stout, dumb like R2-D2 sabre in my pocket, wanna run? you're free to any other person in the motherfucking building better simply understand that I am not the man i am when i am buckling under pressure making rapid blanket statements spewing vitriol, obscenities, and any other rudeness in the book anybody really wanna fight me? anybody tryna get hyphy? run, run, run, and get used to the climate cause it's never gonna end until i wreck you unsightly as if that weren't the case already bitch just back up off me you fucked me up so bad i couldn't drink my morning coffee just let me go right back to dreaming bout the things i couldn't do i haven't slept this bad in ages and it's cause of you (i'm afraid that this is coming to an end, bitch all this shit to say and yet you won't hit send, bitch sick of chasing glimpses when there's so much more ahead of me i'm tired enough already from the meager bouts of sleep i'm getting)

everything passes by in a millisecond so why bother trying to fix it i've lost so much and it's just getting worse it's all gonna be over soon or at least that's what i'm hoping so just let it all burn down in an instant as i close my eyes for the last time

i don't fucking care anymore

i never wanted this to happen, you know that, right? i wish i could turn back the clock but i guess that's just not possible i'm just glad.. i'm so glad that we could meet and i might not see you again but i think that's okay now i think i'll be ok i never got to know you as well as i would have liked but what little time i got to spend with you made everything worth it so thank you. i guess this is it, huh?

but why do we fight i've given up making reasons to hold out in spite I think we can make it alright i dont want to be the one who drearily passes by every moment with every stone unturned nothing to show for what i've learned so what is the reason i can't seem to think that i just ought to sleep oh, to sleep go to sleep so this is an ode a memory ripped from the times that i carried the load and i did the things you forbode, oh oh and i'm in the wrong i know but through all of this i kept on going on strong who knew that it would take this long belief in ghosts put aside i knew that you were by my side and all these things are put to rest i wish i could have spent some more time with you cause now this weight's gone from my chest oh no, what have you done? i've been waiting for so long and now you're here... and now you're here and you're already gone to you, sleep you think you're agiven but i have been living without you for so long to you, sleep i hope i'm forgiven cause after tonight i hope to revisit you but still i wonder how did i ever let it get this bad am i really that fuckin worthless what's it all matter at this point it's all a cycle ... it's all a cycle it just keeps coming back it just keeps coming back it just keeps coming back it just keeps coming back